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    【】itothefrontgate.teaofteenagersholdingloredflagsyhouse.theysandgongs.everyfebandsofredttononitationofosstyleofhahingtheyoungpeopleuldhavedoheirohehandofauthoritybehindit,ithought.

    lizhenandisaidgoodbyetoeayview.

    thatpseieverhadofdearoldfriend.anthlater,ttedsuithegroundanddelizheingtopelhertonfessher“loveforusiystudents.”

    theservantshadalreadyretired,soiydaughtertogetbaetohuggoodnight.thereuhokedhadeepfeelingofsadnessahatiuldnotexplain.

    “oredly.

    aftershehadgooherbedrooiedfurtheraotionalshoutingvoienandenfiredhrevolutionaryfervorntioperatethewalls.

    iystudy,tookabookfroheshelf,andtriedtoread.butilesslyfroooorooirearrahefloihedelisandgongs.aftertoseehoylighttaponthedoor.iopegentlyandfounddaughteralreadyasleep.herblayhusbandinasllsilverfraonherbedsidetable.iclosedthedoorsoftly.

    theseyheart.onehaddied.theotherunfolding.

    “takegoodeiping.iaadtohavetoleaveyoubothsosoon.”

    iuldhearagaintheyhusbandspeakingtheseafrotolookafterhter.ihaddothata.shehearted.ineverhadtoeoverourlives.asitriedtolookintothefuture,adeepfeelingofune.forthefirstti,ifelturolthedireyoydaughter.thatfrightened.

    tofasandishusbanddiedin1957,iylossand,forati,felthalfdeadyself.butifoundthattakingpositiveatopesonebyoneherapeutidgoodfortherenee.

    inoldination,theoldprejudiedtobeoffendedandearrassedbythesightofaantryingtostandonherown.

    bersofthesenioryselfoverandaiheirrespeeetingyhusband.neverinlifehadifoundselfinasituationsopuzzlingastheculturalrevolution.ikhathinese

    national,thedepartntofindustryandrugiveperssion.sishouldkhereseednovalidreasonforthesuddehihetargetofperselyalleffortstokeeintonfrontationeofsu,iroubledasohelplessthatiiheguidanceofgodinaspecialprayer.

    inthedaysafterozedongreviehisblessing,theredguardsinshanghaitookoverthestreets.theneissionoftheredguardss,oldhabits,andoldhinking.thereionof“old”;ittuardstodecide.

    firstofall,theyajorstreetedaug

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